Lazy Amy hasn't been updating her blog for a long time. Bad Amy...bad...*hangs her head in shame*

Anyway...there's nothing like out of the norm to blog about. Other than my last day being on the 2nd of September now instead of the 9th. *YAY!!!*

But seriously, these days I hardly find any time for myself and I find 24 hours in a day isn't quite enough. Maybe because I'm being kept busy with things to do after work. For example, attending my Japanese classes and the gym.

Yup...yours truly is turning into a gym freak. I absolutely enjoy attending body combat classes and working myself out so much that I ache. The satisfaction of burning those fats...*sigh* I know I sound crazy but joining the gym and working out is like a drug. Once you start, you get really addicted to it. Read it somewhere once that when you work out, your body releases something into your blood stream and that makes you happy. No wonder while I'm punching and doing my roundhouses I actually feel damn satisfied.

Of course working out with your buddies just increases the fun. In the past it was only Oscar and Audrey but now...I'm getting Kwang, Johan and Yee Liang to join me. HAhahAH...my targeted weight 40 kg.

Yes I know!!! I got crap about it from the others already about being underweight and aneroxic and also about how guys wants their girls to be a bit fleshy. Who gives a s***t what guys want. I'm doing this for ME, MYSELF and I.

Japanese classes are fun too....just like when you have a passion to learn something or have the interest in a particular subject you'll do well. 2 hours just seem to fly past and it feels as if it wasn't enough. I want to learn more. I want to go everyday!!!!

Other than that...life is pretty redundant. Going out for drinks every night with friends, hanging out, chit chatting, meeting new friends....the same old thing....but its cool. Get to know different characters, meet more friends, widen the circle of friends I have.

Been pretty busy with that until a few old friends are complaining that they haven't seen me for ages...*sigh* I really need to time manage myself at the moment......

It's funny how life would take a drastic turn unexpectedly. Just like how one week ago, I was complaining how redundant and boring my work is and I wanted to quit. But I didn't dare because I had no other place to go and also the money issue was playing such an important role in my current job.

As today, I just talked to my friend/boss Anderson and I sent in my resignation letter. He gave me his blessings because he knew that I cannot grow in his company and also will have no future. I mean...you ask me to weigh between a Multi-International Company such as Ogilvy& Mathers and this small shit hole UCSI Comm...which do you think I'll choose?

*DUH!*

No stupid shit will take the lesser one right?

So I'll be packing up by 30th of this month and saying good bye to this stupid dumb idiotic place and would never ever come back agian.

yay!!! i'm free from this prison!!! YAY! YAY! YAY!!!

Alien's Kidnapped my Mother!!!

In my drunken sleepy state *not by alcohol okay*, there I was, sitting at the dining table with my aunt, sipping my usual bottle of Yakult, trying not to move so much because my muscles are aching from the body combat class at gym the night before.

Suddenly, the topic of "tattoo's" was brought up by my aunt. I was basically quiet, lost in my own world and trying so hard not to fall asleep on the table.

My ears perked up when my mom actually went. "I saw one of those tribal ones the other day. Quite nice...."

My aunt went. "Yeah...Noelle had a rose one on her back. So nice! I really wanted to get one. Maybe I should get one soon."

Mind you...my aunt is over 40 but she's hot and single...so....

Then I teasingly said. "Maybe I should get one too...on my lower back."

The reply my mother gave back almost sent me into cardiac arrest. "Okay whut...quite nice...but don't do it so big. Those small cute ones not bad. At least not so obvious...playing peek-a-boo like that."

HOLD IT!!! Is...is...that really my mom? Is my cloudy mind playing tricks on me? Am I dreaming?

I looked at my aunt and she said. "Got green light already. Go do it lah!"

I was definitely speechless....dumbfounded.....I couldn't move or think.

My mom then said. "How much would that cost?"

Finally finding my voice, I answered. "The size of a ciggie box about RM 250- RM300. Depends on how complicated your design is."

"Okay...up to you...if you want to do it...go ahead....but I don't like all those piercing you do on your navel."

WHAT?!?! O_o

My mom is cool with tattoo's but she don't like my belly piercing?!?! I mean....

........

I don't know what to say anymore....

But...I couldn't help but think if she's actually doing some reverse psychology on me. She knows me too well...how needle-phobic I am. HOWEVER....I did somehow manage to get my belly pierced right? So tattoo is....OKAY right?!?! RIGHT??!?!?!??!?!?

I did contemplate doing a small tattoo before. Was going for either one of those Kanji words, an angel which represents me or a blossom which is part of my name. HmmmmmMm...damn it. Krist would be so happy about this news.....

Amy's thoughts

Amy...is coughing like an old hag.

Amy...has eyes that are red and itchy.

Amy...has nose that now resembles rudolph.

Amy...hates the haze.

Amy...wants to breathe in oxygen that doesn't smell like burning smoke.

Amy...can't wait to see the building clearly agian.

Amy....wants to sleep.

Amy...can't sleep because she has to go to work. *drops head and starts crying*

A Lesson Learnt

*MoAn*

My poor aching head.

I woke up learning a very very good lesson.

No.1:- Never drink beer agian.
No.2:- Never drink beer with a group of 14 guys and you're like one of the only 2 girls there.
No.3:- Never drink beer with a group of guys who guzzle their liquid like water.
No.4:- Never drink beer while playing silly games.
No.5:- Never drink beer agian.
No.6:- Never Ever drink beer agian.

First of all, I never did like beer anyway. It wasn't something I would choose to drink at pubs or clubs. I'm more of a cocktail drinker or pure liquor guzzler. I get drunk with beer way faster than hard liquor. Funny eh? That's just me.

So...what happened excatly? I met up with my boss and colleagues for a drinking session at Oasis, had half a glass of beer and was already pretty red. Went on to join Krist and his buddies at Friendster (yes...a place okay...not the webbie) and what started off by saying "No...i just want water." went on to a full blown drinking session.

The culprit? Nicholas. Yeah...he came up with a the bright idea of playing a game called "007" and the loosers had to drink. It was funny and we were all bursting with laughter. We went on to play that "superhero" game which was even funnier.

Imagine this. 14 guys and 2 girls drinking more than 13 jugs of beer. The place was supposed to close at 1 am but they opened it for us till 4 becuz we all refused to move our asses. Of course, the workers were laughing at our silly antics as well.

By the time I reached home, it was almost 5 a.m. That was just simply crazy because I had to wake up at 10, bring my mom to 'The Curve' shopping mall and meet up with our hair dresser Gibson.

So there I was...looking all hung over, sleepy and puffied eyes. Got into the hairdresser, plonked my mom there, talked to Gibson for awhile and saw the guy who did my hair, Melvin. Talked to him...eheh...*he's cute*...and then went off to meet Oscar, Audrey, Christ and his friends.

Funny though, while hanging out with my friends, I didn't feel tired or lethargic. More like hyper and happy. Haven't seen Oscar for almost a month now. He loved my new hair and new look. *laughs happily* Apparently I look very Advertising executive type already. *yAyYy!!!*

Talked till 4 p.m, got home, dropped dead on the bed, slept till 6, woke up feeling lost and blur. Watched TV, surf the net and now....I'm heading off to bed agian. What sucks is...I'VE TO GO TO WORK ON MONDAY!!! *wails*

Yes. It's a Saturday and it's only FREAKING 10 A.M!!!

What the hell is Amy doing up at 10 a.m and blogging like she hasn't got a life?
Let me tell you why....I've to work every 3 Saturday's!!! *starts to wail and cry*

Seriously....this blossom is starting to wilt. Maybe I'm going through some quarter life crisis. So what if everyone tells me "Hey...you do now that the economy isn't good right now and there's tons of unemployed graduates out there dying to get a job. You're getting a good pay too. So why are you complaining?"

BECAUSE...I really don't see any potential working in my present company. There will be no future. I feel like I'm trapped in some glass box where I see life just pass me by.

I had a nightmare last night. *shudder* I dreamt I would end up working here for the next 20 years of my life and get nowhere. I dreamt that I'll end up doing some routine job and just die without ever being contented. I dreamt that....*shakes head and tries to forget*

Anyway, forget about the nightmare. It just made me realize that I really need to do something about my life. Not to the extent of just sitting in this dead end seat and blog out my unsatisfaction.

So....what did I do? I'm printing out like 10 resumes, looking for some other 'Interesting' jobs so I can get out of this hellhole.

I mean...I'm Amy....I can't just be locked up. I need to fly...I need to explore...I need to be on the go. Not sit at my desk from 9-6, surfing the net after I finish a proposal that only took 2 hours to do.

Somehow or another, I just know if I stayed here...I'll sink into the deepest sea of depression and probably die old, wrinkly and dry. Yeah.....I can forsee myself that way if I stayed in this company.

No no no...other than the boring job scope. I love the people here. They're absolute darlings (i'm not being sarcastic here).

Maybe I'm just being a brat. o_O"

But what about the whole crap that everyone has been ranting about "You're young...you have the whole world at your feet....BLa BLa BlAHHHHh..."

Yes....whole world at my feet but the wings on me are broken. I'm still waiting to get it fixed. *taps feet impatiently*

When I do get to fly....man...am I going to fly out of here FAST!!!