Looking back...

I never thought it would be me on the operating theater. You always hear it happening to someone else. You cringe as they tell you their stories and somehow, you secretly thank God that it wasn't you or hope it will never happen to you.

Big or small surgery...I never met anyone who liked going to the hospital, getting pricked by the doctors to draw blood that is rightfully yours...even worst, to tell you that there's something wrong with your body.

As I lay in the hospital bed after the surgery, I couldn't help but think that I can only pray and hope that the only time I will be at the hospital is for something minor like this round.

Ben told me how he saw ppl running to the ICU and came out crying whislt I was in the operating theater. I can only pray that we won't be the one doing that.

You appreciate life more and never before had I wanted a baby as much as I do now.

We will try...but for now we can only pray that God have mercy on us and bless us with a child.


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