People Change...

It's amazing how you think you know someone quite well and it turns out to be the total opposite. Feelings of dissapointment surfaces when you finally see the person who had always been a wolf in a sheeps clothing.

You trust this person and you think that you've finally met a one true friend whom you can rely on. Oh BoyYyY....was I ever wrong. It's only recently I've been exposed to such people or should I say person. I knew from the begining that it's wrong to fully trust someone and have been vary about everyone I meet. (Except for a few such as my 3 best girlfriends, Oscar, Liy, Debs and the gang...) Those are the peeps I trust and know will always be there for me thru thick or thin.

As for new found friends....I know there's some who are extremely nice. For instance, I've been recently introduced to 2 new great friends. Pei Tze and Helen.

Friends we can have tons, but quality ones...it's difficult to find.

Recently, I finally truly saw this one friend of mine for who he truly is. I can't lie and say that I don't feel betrayed for the things he told me in the past which was entirely not true. Well...I wouldn't say not it was a lie...but let's just say he was stretching the truth to make himself look good.

Do I look like the type who would judge and hold you guilty to your pass? We live in the present and if he had been honest with me from day 1, I would've been his friend for life. But after what I've heard from others....seen and of course felt, the only thing I can do is avoid him.

I hate it when a guy throws tantrums or start acting weird just because they want us to actually go to them and try to pacify them. That's silly. Sometimes, I really want to shout at him to stop acting so weird and think he's all that.

Hell yeah...I'm annoyed. Why? Because it's obvious he's going to loose tons of great friends if he continues to act this way. He's going to loose friends that are true and will always be there for him and get blinded by those who has money and tolerate all his nonsens for a certain reason.

Ah....screw it...I can't be bothered. People change. True to that...but if someone changes for the better, at least that's an achievement. Now...if someone changes for the worst and not realize it...that's denial. Maybe I can honestly say....changing into something worst is one of the biggest failure in life. Instead of going forward, you've taken a step backward.

I don't usually complaint. Only to those who I truly feel I can trust. One of them...Oscar. I was telling him about this particular friend of mine and he said, "You know what Amy? I didn't want to tell you at first, but I never did like him the first time I saw him. But I didn't want to tell you because he was your friend."

Great...why is it that all my friends are a better judge of people than I am? That's why I always say, I only attract psychos and weirdos.

Sometimes, when I see him, all I really want to do is tell him in his face what I think about him. I don't really care if he hates me after that. At least someone did try to make him realize his mistakes right? But...I've decided agianst that. I shall just keep quiet. It's none of my business if he wants to fall of that particular cliff.

You want to know if you're successfull in life? No...it's not the amount of money you have in the bank, nor how many party invitations you recieve daily. It's how many people who really sticks by you and love you for who you really are. It's the amount of people who truly believes in you.

I don't need 100 friends....I only need 1 true friend.