Life with a twist of Lemons

I was cruising down the freeway on my way to University this morning, listening to Chester's crooning of Don't Stay and it suddenly hit me. This song is something I want him to hear, especially this part.

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe

Sometimes I need you to stay away from me

Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know

Somehow I need you to go

Don’t stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

What you were changing me into

Just give me myself back and

Don’t stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

Take all your faithlessness with you

Just give me myself back and

Don’t stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well

Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself

Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know

Somehow I need to be alone

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored

I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored

I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

With no apologies

Yes, I really want him out of my life. I'm praying hard, he doesn't come stalking me and bugging my life once that girl leaves. I just need to get my life back on track.

After awhile, I started to think about life. Yes. L.I.F.E....a little too heavy for the morning but, I couldn't help it.

I started to ask myself, What is Life? Is there a meaning to it? What is my purpose on this earth? Is it to help someone? To recieve help from someone? To learn something? To teach something? Am I all that usefull?

Then I looked around me, these people...similar to me...sitting in their own machineries, looking blankly ahead or doing their own things. What's going inside their heads? Isn't it amazing how the world seems so huge, yet it's so tiny? Every single person in the whole stretch of road, they lead a different life, they have different personalities, they have different backgrounds...but yet....in the end...we're the same...

Life doesn't actually revolves aroun one person or one thing. No matter what happens, life goes on. The sun will still shine and people will continue to live.

I decided as I reached the carpark of my University, I should look at life in a broader horizon. The world is my oyster...there's no limit to my dreams...there's no ending until I decided to put that fullstop. Yes, I'm feeling optimistic about things today.

My taste of life? Take it with a little pinch of salt and lemon. It's sour...but it'll be sweet when you accquire the taste. I laughed, I cried, I sang and I danced. I'm so glad that I'm human...and I'm able to feel all that emotions.

Nobody needs to understand me or accept me. As long as I learn how to accept myself. I can make a choice right now. To be filled with HATRED and ANGER or to be at peace with LOVE and FORGIVENESS. I choose the latter.

Having to hate someone....to be angry at someone...takes too much energy. But to love someone and to forgive them, is something one must do to get peace and serenity in life.

From now on, I'm going to follow my heart. Follow my soul and that little voice that has never been wrong. I'm going to treat hate with love, anger with patience and jealousy with kindness.

I truly believe in retribution....if one has done bad...he or she...will pay for it in the end. I'm not going to play God and punish him or her for the things they've done.