I found you...(part 1)

I found you...(Part 1)

I don't know when I created this wall around my heart. Managing to block many people out. Protecting myself from getting hurt. Becoming very skeptical about guys and relationship.

I used to only believe that falling for someone and being in relationships is all about getting hurt. After all...my relationship mantra is "Nothing lasts forever".

I believed that marriages will eventually end in divorces. Men will always somehow cheat on woman or vice versa. They will love each other in the begining but only end up totally hating each other guts the next.
I stopped believing in happy endings.

But...all that is begining to change. Little by little, I've started to let the wall crumble in a pile of rocks around me. I started to believe agian.
It's amazing how things started. How we met. Let's look at it this way. Even though I hated working in my first agency, if I never accepted that job offer, I wouldn't have met you.

I wasn't even supposed to be working on the Tourism Account! I got dragged into the meeting at the very last minute. My Account Director said to me "Come, sit in for the meeting with Carat".

I got introduced to you...then blanked out. Sorry to say...but the meeting was really boring!!!

The second time I saw you, I thought to myself..."Who on earth is this guy? What's he doing here? Why is he delivering all these magazines!!!!"
Then you told me you were the 'delivery boy' for Carat and I kind off recalled who you were.

How long did it take me to remember your name? I guess I only remembered when I was cc-ed in all the emails and saw your name in the list.

Well...we never did get to work together did we? I left after a few weeks of our meeting. I did the usual and send out a mass email to everyone whom I worked with to tell them to follow up with the respective people.
You were the only one who replied. I was totally surprised when you asked for my msn add.

I guess that's when our 'friendship' actually begun. We started talking and I really did enjoyed our conversations.

Then we sort off stopped talking. You claim that's because I was busy at Grey. HmPh...okay...I've to admit it was half true. But I always belive in fate and timing.

At that time I guess both of us were going through some 'turbulence' in our lives. I had alot of things I needed to sort out and you had yours.
I've to hand it to you though, you have perfect timing. The first time you asked me out, was when I managed to make a decision on something and clear up some mess.

Without a doubt, I enjoyed our first date. I honestly thought it was going to be awkward. But hey....surprise surprise...I was absolutely comfortable with you.

I never expected you and I will become an 'us'. But you know what? I'm glad that out of all the many guys in the world...I manage to find you....

-end of part 1...part 2 coming up soon!-